about me

Dear reader

I'm a weird kid. I like dancing in my room. I'm insecure about how I look. I probably don't love myself as much as I should. I know I'm loved but oftentimes I feel alone. I think I might be afraid to live my life on my own terms, to dare to, dream. I enjoy reading, I'm meek, I used to be shy but now I  feel as though I speak too much. I often feel lost, what am I to do with my life, where am I to go, what will I become? I don't know. the future scares me, I'm insecure, paranoid and scatter-brained, I sometimes don't want to be me, I'll look at my hands and feel as though they don't belong to me. I see out of these eyes but sometimes I wish they were the eyes of another. I'm coming closer to myself. I'm still learning to love and accept myself. self love is not innate, it is a learnt behaviour. I'm learning to treat myself the way I treat others, with kindness and care. I'm learning to treat myself with care. On this blog I intend to share my thoughts, ideas and love.

Yours sincerely
Kobo